Sin Lust and Porn

Dear Friends in Jesus Christ,

Today is Easter and I know you are all excited about the Risen Lord, and yes I am too!

But today He calls us each one of us to begin a new life, to be alive.

Our Sins have made us dead, especially the Sins that involve our Bodies, Sins which are Sexual in nature.

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For that He took the cross, He got whipped, His flesh was coming loose. For us He was canned. For us He was made to carry such a Heavy Cross, for us each Nail was slowly driven through the Palm of His Hands, and His Feet.

From the Cross He begged Father to Have mercy on us, from that cross came out the Blood and Water, which has forgiven all of us, no matter what we have done.

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For more than half of life I was addicted, I was a BDSM addict, I watched Porn, I Lied, I would indulge in activities such as it was, and I was afraid, and I was broken, but I came to confessions, I did not knew how can I go out, but He kept on telling me Hold on, Move On!! And I was so weak that I could not stand, I was always on my knees. I was praying, there were times when I gave up the fight, when only He fought for me, that time when I accepted how I was, I accepted that fact that I am a BDSM addict and that is my future, I forgot that I have God who conquered Death. BDSM is nothing but another deformity, BDSM is nothing by Sexual Torture, and Sexual Perversion, and Sexual Submission, its Lust at its extreme.

Until this Holy Week came and everything changed. 

During the Maundy Thursday Mass, I could feel Him getting taken away, I could feel the Lashes, feel the Nails, that was driven. And I could see the burden of my Cross. Like I was made present there beside the apostles. I felt so unworthy. Yes true I am unworthy. He alone is worthy. I have Past true, but it does not determine my future, My God determines it, that is why He saved me. 

So I asked Him Lord permit me to suffer, how great are my sins,  how can I repay your mercy?

He said “Sin no more”

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That’s Him my dear brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus.

That’s a direct commandment, from Him, Sin no more, Just love. 

So today as He rose from Death, He conquered all Porn, all Sins, He conquered all the darkness in me, He conquered my life, He conquered my breath, He conquered all my desires and my pain.

Today I’m free, truly free. Free in the Name of Jesus.

So today in front of all I pledge to live a life of Chastity, Purity and Love.

Do pray for me, for I know Satan will try His best to get hold me again.

And I must stay strong, be brave and stay faithful and fight till the very end.Love-One-Another_620

For our Savior has given me all through His life death and resurrection.

Today we no longer believe that He will rise, but we know deep in our hearts and in our minds that He has risen. 

From today I’m you’s forever Lord, your’s forever!

Love

Abraham

Sampad Xavier Chaudhuri

 

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