Dear friends in Jesus Christ,
Sometimes ago I was writing a comment on one of my sister-in-Jesus-Christ’s blog, when I believe I got a call from GOD , which I was able to write, that Jesus has called me to “Leave everything, and to Follow Him”.
And as I’m a bit afraid and a bit confused so I’m actually waiting for another call to be sure, I mean I know that Jesus wants me, to be a part of His Mission when He Changes the World, from Hatred to Love.
Now, I’m not only confused that did I receive the Call to become a Catholic Priest or not but also my parents(I’m an only child) are actually not very supportive on this decision, maybe because they think that I won’t be very good at it, as I’m not very courageous, or like a leader.
Its perfectly fine, because if all this is true, then according to John 16 Jesus did say from the beginning, that people won’t believe me .
I want to tell you friends, that I want to be what God wants me to be, as I get an enormous amount of Joy when I speak what God speaks to you through me, and trust me, I’m happy to do that my whole life. Because if not for Jesus I would not have been alive by this time.
Following Jesus Christ is one of the most exiting, challenging, and the best part of my life. Mostly because Jesus Christ has become my life, I came to understand that other things are just temporary, He is permanent. His love for me is permanent.
I’m not perfect, I know that but I’m completely sure that if I will be with him by living my life in Spirit, I’m confident that I do not have to care about my imperfection, for God is going with me, He is the Law, He is love, He is the Benchmark, He is Transcendental, He is everything, everywhere. Amen
But, as I said, I need to be sure, because this is a very intimate decision I do not want to make a mistake, because I’ve seen people in my family one of uncle who went to become a priest, and he was rejected later, and through we are not in touch but I’m pretty sure that He’s just quite away from the Church.
And I really do not want that to happen. I really do not want to Go away from the Church which saved me. I really do not want to get confused,(Because Satan causes confusion), I really do not want to go against the very institution which my Lord, Jesus Christ our King has founded.
I know I have my fears, but I also know that God is in control, so that actually reduces my fears to nil, and replaces my fears a new name called FAITH in Jesus Christ.
So Friends, if you can, I just need one prayer to God from you, pray to God, that May I do His Holy Will with all my Life, that I may and can surrender my entire life, at his feat, and let him over take me, empower me, live in me, and lead me. And that every single day of my life, that my FAITH gets increased in Jesus Christ, the Son of God, and that I can be guided by the Holy Spirit to guide myself to Jesus Christ, and you too as He directs me. Amen
So when you pray just pray daily, please for me for 1 minute and I promise I will pray for you too friend.